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Autumn

theredheadlover:

Autumn reminds me of falling in love
Of scarves and coffee and open windows
Of Chinese food by the fireplace
And movies in the middle of the night
That we never seemed to be watching
Of boots and of popcorn and leather jackets
Of make outs and take out
And baguettes and soup
Of you and I and of growing new
Autumn reminds me of falling in love
Autumn reminds me of falling in you

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There are so many good things in life that make me happy and so many things I love like : cold weather
Hot chocolate, iced tea, ripped jeans, cute puppies, rain on the window, music, cute purses, the sound of the ocean, Christmas morning, my family. The list goes on and on and on, but you know.. There is one thing that is missing from this list…

You.
You are missing from this list because I don’t love you anymore, you don’t make me happy and you are not a “good thing in life”.
In fact you were the best and worst thing that has happened to me.
You come into my life and it was magical. Absolutely magical.
You loved me until you got tired.
Until you finally let those cold words slip out of your mouth.
You said to me, “I have nothing left in me anymore.”
Broke my heart all over again.
I told you I hated you. And it’s true I do.
My heart hates you as well
And also, so does my soul.
It may seem harsh to other people but you know what you did.
I hate you for not calling me when I had an abortion you told me to get, I hate you for not being there for me when I was raped, I hate you so much for treating my problems and my issues like a joke. I know I was broken loving me was hard and hurtful but loving you wasn’t so easy either.
I still ask myself why I even protected you all that time, I basically threw my pride away all just to protect yours.
I hate you.
I hope you wake up one day and realize you are nothing without me.
I hope you feel the pain I’ve felt for the past year.
I hope your heart catches on fire and your body bleeds because that is what I’ve felt like for months.

And don’t come running back to me when it hurts too bad.
Don’t you dare.
I will say those same heart wrenching words to you, “I have nothing left in me anymore.”

Voicemails I’ll leave you in the middle of the night. (via poppyflowerpoetry)

Please leave a message.
Call me when you can.

Please leave a message.
Call me when you want me again.

Please leave a message.
I don’t know if you’re screening these calls or sleeping. Either way, I’m aching. I guess three in the morning was a bad time to realize I still love you.

Please leave a message.
I’ve been telling our story. Slowly, bits and pieces. Not all of it. There are some things that I will lock inside me forever. If they knew everything, they could love you like I do. I don’t want anyone to be able to love you like I do. I am selfish and I miss you so much that breathing hurts.

Please leave a message.
You probably think I’m a psychopath, calling you like this. Will you kiss me again anyways?

Please leave a message.
My bed feels empty without you. This is not the first night or the last. It’s just lonelier than usual, I guess. Come back.

Please leave a message.
I listen to the ocean some days.
Others, I can’t help but to remember how you and I were a sinking ship.
It’s hard to tell which one of us made it to the lifeboat.

Please leave a message.
I’m sorry.
For calling so late,
for not liking your mother,
for leaving.

Please leave a message.
One last thing.
I’m sorry that I love you now.
I’m sorry that I ever did.

thankful-werewolf:

puhgs:

really tho straight guys will go on and on about how uncomfortable it makes them when gay guys hit on them but lets be fucking honest how many times have u seen a guy continue to hit on another guy after hes visibly uncomfortable vs. how many times a straight guy has continued to hit on a girl after shes visibly uncomfortable 

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